I went out and got myself sweatbands, new running socks and a new pair of shoes, so I can use two pairs and vary. Got a cool pair of Nike and they are sooo comfortable! I´ll try them tomorrow:=)
It´s been a totally boring rainy day here. Just no fun weather at all and it´s been like this for a whole weak now. And even if I always love spring and summer I have one thing that make me long for autumn already and that is thunder storms.
If I havent told you, I am incredibly terrified and phobic for thunder, big bangs, balloons, gun shots etc and this is a fear that really makes my life much less easy to live. I have tried every therapy there is, hypnose, humbugs and whatever and NOTHING has ever helped.
I have one big wish in my life that would make me feel like the happiest person there is and that is to get rid of my phobia. I might go and try some sort of therapy this summer again, even if I feel I´m forever doomed to have this fear, but I hope someone out there can help me and I´ll search to find him/her;=)
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Hej.
ReplyDeleteBallonger hatar jag också, jag blir stirrig så fort jag ser en och springer nästan förbi dem. Smällare borde bannlysas! Fyverkerier är heller ingen höjdare så jag brukar ha öronproppar. Jag hatar dessa ljud för att när det smäller så ekar det i mitt huvud långt efteråt och det är en hemsk känsla.
Men åska har jag konstigt nog inget emot; jag tycker bara det är coolt! Eh, jag måste ha skruv lös någonstans.
Kram på sig och ha en bra fredagskväll!
I like the shoes :)
ReplyDeleteI know few people who are also afraid of thunders and so.. I kinda "like" it when it's storm while I'm sleeping/lying in bed when it's dark.. don't know why but.. :/ it's great to know you're in warm bed while outside is cold storm.
Good luck with finding help :)
Anette,
ReplyDeleteyour shoes are so beautiful. Congratulations for the choise! I'm sorry so much for you for your phobias and for the balloons i can undestand you, i never couldn't climb up.
I'm trying to check in google if i will find something that could help you but it's in italian... it's okay?
One question: when are you to a great hiegh do you have a dizzines?
ReplyDeleteI like thunder. It reminds me that Thor is watching over us
ReplyDeleteMy mum too is afraid of thunder. But how do you put up with pyro and bangs on stage if the loud noises bother you?
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your new pair of shoes, they look colorful and feminine:=)
ReplyDeleteThey also seeem to be quite small...... what size of shoe do you take? 38/39 maybe? I ask you this because I've heard that runners usually wear bigger shoes for comfy run, for example if they take 38-daily shoes, then they buy 39or40-running shoes. Is that true?
Go to Roy Martina, a dutch doctor, famous in the whole world. He helped me! He lives in the netherlands and speaks fluently english. look at www.roymartina.com. Good luck.
ReplyDeletehi Anette
ReplyDeleteEarlier with 3 or 5 I had fear for thunders too. But then i saw a documentation about Thorn the God of thunder.
At this day i hope to see him in the Heaven, if it storm *become red*
Ok! I know that sound crazy, but not for me. Then I see in the thunders a positiv thing;)
In the Ground of be, Anette. The phobic are only fights on the long way of Life;)
Don´t worry. Come Time come advice.
Good Night.
Nalon
Anette,
ReplyDeletei've found in google an psychologist psychotherapist that cures the fears of the high, but he is italian and the page of the website it's all in italian.
I post it to you becuase i would like to help you: http://www.fabiomolari-psicologo.it/psicoterapia-forli-cesena-ravenna/disturbi-fobico-ossessivi/paura-altezza.php#cont
Below of the page you can see 4 boxes:
Name and Surname Mail(required)
Profession Telephone number
Question or request
For reading all maybe you could use the translator. I hope that it might be able to help you!
I just found this rare interview of you and Tuomas, at 3:55 there's a huge noise like fireworks and you actually look a bit scared :=(
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_kHaW6fL7c
I'm so sorry you have to deal with this kind of phobia and I wish I could help...if anytime I know a good way to help you, of course I'll let you know.
I just can comfort you tonight sending you a kiss.
At least it's a blessing that you are never alone, you have family and NW guys;=)
People loving and knowing you, I'm sure they can feel you are safe no matter what.
Hugs, Poochie
I fear storms too (both lightning and roar). I don't know where it comes from either. My family told me I loved them when I was a kid. Well, maybe I had a trauma or something XD
ReplyDeleteAll the best,
Lucinda
Hi dear! As a student of psychology I can tell you there are so many ways of therapy. We discussed phobics a few semesters back at university.
ReplyDeleteAnd you have to find the best way to get rid of your problems. That's not easy. I think, the most important thing is to have a good and healthy relationship to your therapist. And secondly, of course, the therapy itself. I could do a little bit of research, if you'd like.
Sleep tight
Sarah
I have quite a similar phobia - I thought I was the only one! An example: when I was working in a hotel a few weeks ago I had to go into a room where there had been a party, and someone had left balloons... seeing the cleaner go stamping towards them, I fainted dead away like a big wimp! I've tried all kinds of stuff to get over it so if you find anything I hope you'll post it on here, it's quite an embarrassing phobia to have.
ReplyDeleteJess xx
Hello Anette! I also have this fear, and I have never heard if anyone else who has it. I know people how are afraid of thunder, but they are afraid of the lightning however I dont mind that, I can't stand the loud bangs.
ReplyDeleteOne thing which I hate is fireworks, I love to watch them but the sound makes
Me shake and I can't speak properly and the only way I can watch them is from a distance with my fingers shoved right in my ears! It's such a shame. I also remember doing an experiment in chemistry where the teacher set light to a hydrogen bottle which then exploded, it scared me so much it was just horrible.
Like you I wish I didn't have this phobia, I wish I could watch fireworks and enjoy them, I wish I wouldn't nearly be in tears when there is thunder or when a balloon bursts, and I wish I didnt have to shove my fingers in my ears at the beginning of concerts when music starts to play (it makes me jump at first, but then I get used to it).
Also, your shoes look awesome; very colourful!
Jasmine
Check this website out sweetie:)
ReplyDeletehttp://common-phobias.com/acoustico/index.htm
lots of love
Gary
Have you tried hypnosis? I know that that is a scary idea in itself but I think it's supposed to work well for phobias.
ReplyDeleteTake care.
Sari, read more carefully :) 'I have tried every therapy there is, hypnose, humbugs and whatever and NOTHING has ever helped.' ;)
ReplyDeleteAnette, there's a terrible storm right now in Slovakia and now I'm sharing your fear :)
Hi Anette,
ReplyDeleteI hope you will find the way to get rid of your phobia soon.
I know how it feels. I am afraid of thunderstorms, especially of lightnings.
One of the worst memories of my life is connected to a thunderstorm, when on a canoe tour I found myself in the middle of a huge thunderstorm with lightnings all around us. The riverbank was not suitable for mooring so we had to stay in the canoe and row for a while. I was so terrified that I had to quit the tour on the next day.
An other thunderstorm related nightmare was when a few years after I had to sleep in a tent in a forest with lightnings around. It was not as bad as it was on the river, but I never ever want to be in the nature in the middle of a thunderstorm again although I know it might happen sometime since I just love being outdoors. :-S
Have a sunny rest of the week. ;o)
Bea
Hi, dearest one!
ReplyDeleteYou happen to not be the only female vocalist getting back in shape because of recent pregnancy, you know? Think you might enjoy this: http://youtu.be/lQGXiqrExrY?hd=1
=D
Love from Brazil.
aaahh, sorry, that you had a boring day. well, we had a lot of rain here too, but it wasn't boring at all, cause i worked at metalfest open air austria and the people were so nice. i guess, you would have liked it. so many nice people.
ReplyDeletegreat fun there, though we called it mudfest like the years before. it's always raining during metalfest. :D
hope, you have fun with your new items and better weather in sweden now. ^^